Ok, so I stole the title from a friend (thanks friend.) But that's what today was for me emotionally and physically. Just overall miserable. I am trying to get out of it and deal with the pain that I am in, and I know tomorrow will be better.
For the past few months, I have been talking about "a storm" that me and my family have been going through. It has been the toughest, worst, best, most humbling time for me and ML since the beginning of our marriage or ever. Yes, we have had our struggles here and there, but it was time for the Lord to shake it up a bunch and do a huge remodel. The remodel is on our marriage, ML, me, our parenting, everything. I don't mean to be so mysterious, one day I will share the actual details of this chapter of our lives. But for this date and time, they will remain private.
Looking back, it really doesn't matter what the details are. It's WHO gets you through those details. And the only person that has gotten me through these details is God. He has been the one constant, the only unwavering factor, and the light at the end of the tunnel. My favorite verse these days is
Psalms 18:18: But the Lord is my support.
As I write this, I am starting to get out of my miserable Monday. A friend who is a wonderful writer, was able to put exactly into words what I have been feeling and encouraged me to continue the fight. Please enjoy her words, they are an inspiration to me and hopefully to you also.
by MommybizKaren
1 comment:
Im sorry your having one of those Mondays, I feel your pain! Latley I havent had even a moment with out absolutly consuming pain. Im sure you hear my struggle way more than I hear yours, you always put on such a happy face. Im trying to learn from you. :)
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