Well, the wait begins again... Here I sit on a Friday night with 2 new holes in my boobies. As of to date, I have had 1 MRI, 3 Mammograms, 5+ Breast Ultrasounds, and 5 Breast Biopsies. I am weary and tired. I wish my breast issues would just disappear. But they haven't so I am dealing with it.
So we wait...until Monday afternoon when the doctor calls with the latest results of today's biopsies. Today was really hard on ML and well, I was just extremely tired (and of course in pain). Chances are that it will not be cancer (just like the other breast), but there is still that small thought in the back of your mind that it could be cancer. Whatever it may be I know that God is with us and will see us through. But I am weary...weary of the pain, weary of the emotions, weary of the worry, weary of the fear.
And so we wait....
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